Friday, December 14, 2007
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it's holiday time! i will make full use of it this time round. hahs it'd been a really stressed and dreadful three months for me. finally, everything is over. wow, this just make me wanna cry. those assignments, projects, my love-life and so much more, all over!!
& i guess i have gotta learn how to walk all over again. i've to force myself to stand up each time i fall. i must do it man. if not i will be a total loser to many people out there with the "oh-she's-one-bitch-that-breaks-people's-heart", "she-cant-do-it" look. i dont know. but i know people do despair me. maybe i am really hopeless. i will try and try. i must push myself harder. (:
but somewhat i am still unhappy with the empty promises he made. he can complain if i broke a promise yet i have to let it go. so unfair! but no regrets lah. first time experiencing such a cool relationship. it'd showed me how foolish i was to not cherish anything or anyone in my life before. & freaking first time i bought a guy so many things. i used to think that it's a waste of money, but not anymore. if only he will be nice enough to wrap a packet of sweets and give it to me on my birthday. i do think it's more than enough to receive a wrapped present for a birthday. yea.. christmas? i dont know. he will probably cast me at some little corner of his heart, perhaps the useless area. we were suppose to spend christmas together. wooo.. yea, i know it's over. i will need to swallow my pride, hold my tears back and move on...
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