Wednesday, December 5, 2007
people come and go
i have been watching the video over and over again every night. i need you to talk to me.
nowadays having projects and many many assignments. i dont know if i could complete it on time. my days passing by so fast. too fast somehow... i neglected my friends and i missed them so much. but sometimes it's hard to keep/company them when i dont even have time for myself.
marc had been nice to me all this while. i cant thank you enough. your encouragement pushed me so far. & you know what, i will be happy if you are. i just hope to take away your stress and headaches. i will try not to bully you yea. when i feel like no one else was there for me, you actually took great care of me. i also know you wont stay too long in my life. as for now, i will treasure you as much as you are concern about me.
& to you. i know you are serious about leaving this time. although you didnt keep your words to stay by my side, to take my pain away, & you will say it's part of life. i know you tried, you said you didnt bear to at first, but you did at the end of the day. & i am hurt somehow. i guess i will never get a chance to speak & cry my heart out to someone like you any more. you know how terrible i would feel if you too dump me aside. you know i would keep more things to myself also. but it's okay, i understand. you are free. & in a blink of an eye, i realized my heart's dead. i know i am nothing after all... ★
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