Sunday, April 13, 2008
long night, short post.
had a couple of drinks and was really tipsy by 1. i knew what i was doing & many caring friends called to show their concern. i m glad to have you people! (:
the entire night i was told how much he like me & wanna be with me. 5 came.. "it doesnt matter", "im not gonna contact her again", "i dont care anymore you know", he said. my heart aches. i forced myself to vomit for the last time. & this time round, surprisingly i could count the number of tears rolling down my cheek. pathetic i was sitting there, trying hard to comprehend his thoughts & feelings. then heart-brokenly, i was tottering towards the drive way to get a cab. he offers to send me back.
by 52oam we were sitting on the dirty ground near the car park. he pours his heart out & by 6, he walks me to my block. by 9, he's home safe & sound.
i have said what i should say. if it was years ago, i would have been overwhelmed. i m as tired as you are, babe.
KristyHadLeftASweetEntry@ 8:48:00 PM.
