Monday, December 17, 2007
movies & more coming!
friday was alvin and the chipmunks, saturday was the golden compass and sunday was enchanted. hahs it was a great weekend. so long since i last stepped into a cinema. realized the shows i had watched are mostly for kids.
the chipmunks' movie was hilarious and unlike the real-life chipmunks which look kinda ... dumb? anyway they look DAMN cute in the movie. hahs. catch it sooon.
& the golden compass... im speechless. i dont know what's with the dust just yet. & i suppose it should have an ending to it? clement thinks there isnt too. i dont know. but i do know the polar bear's kind on the inside & very protective although he speaks fiercely!
zee didnt like enchanted as much as i did! ya ya, you'll say im like a child. maybe i really am, inside me. hahs.. thanks ar.
this week gonna be fun! sentosa... movie marathon... shopping! && marc will be back tomorrow yah? or next tuesday? i've no idea! oh my, didnt receive any of his text messages is really unusual, i think i am too used to it.
today'll be staying home most probably. irene & vivien meeting their boyfriends. ): it's raining anyway. hahs good day to all. ★
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Friday, December 14, 2007
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it's holiday time! i will make full use of it this time round. hahs it'd been a really stressed and dreadful three months for me. finally, everything is over. wow, this just make me wanna cry. those assignments, projects, my love-life and so much more, all over!!
& i guess i have gotta learn how to walk all over again. i've to force myself to stand up each time i fall. i must do it man. if not i will be a total loser to many people out there with the "oh-she's-one-bitch-that-breaks-people's-heart", "she-cant-do-it" look. i dont know. but i know people do despair me. maybe i am really hopeless. i will try and try. i must push myself harder. (:
but somewhat i am still unhappy with the empty promises he made. he can complain if i broke a promise yet i have to let it go. so unfair! but no regrets lah. first time experiencing such a cool relationship. it'd showed me how foolish i was to not cherish anything or anyone in my life before. & freaking first time i bought a guy so many things. i used to think that it's a waste of money, but not anymore. if only he will be nice enough to wrap a packet of sweets and give it to me on my birthday. i do think it's more than enough to receive a wrapped present for a birthday. yea.. christmas? i dont know. he will probably cast me at some little corner of his heart, perhaps the useless area. we were suppose to spend christmas together. wooo.. yea, i know it's over. i will need to swallow my pride, hold my tears back and move on...
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Monday, December 10, 2007
assumption arse.
for people who browsed through my posts and misunderstood me: if you aint sure who i was referring to, then please shut the hell up.
i know HQ had finally given up on me. oh by the way, who's talking about him uh? my previous entry had NOTHING to do with HQ! did i even mention about him at all? mind you. & what? you really think you know what's going on? quit pretending. if you do, HQ wouldn't feel so upset with your comments when he's down! from the beginning, you people already make us feel not confident. & it's true i didnt give him as much as he did for me, but i've tried. no one will ever believe that i'd tried, because my improvement was little, but doesnt mean what ever you saw allow you to make ludicrous conclusion. if by blaming me makes you feel so good, by all means go ahead. it had nothing to do with you in the first place yah? shouldnt you be caring for him now instead? or are you gonna make some unpleasant comments again? are your r/s any better? just questions.★
the fallacy that we'll be together
you're gone for good. (: i will not let people look down on me any longer.
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Wednesday, December 5, 2007
people come and go
i have been watching the video over and over again every night. i need you to talk to me.
nowadays having projects and many many assignments. i dont know if i could complete it on time. my days passing by so fast. too fast somehow... i neglected my friends and i missed them so much. but sometimes it's hard to keep/company them when i dont even have time for myself.
marc had been nice to me all this while. i cant thank you enough. your encouragement pushed me so far. & you know what, i will be happy if you are. i just hope to take away your stress and headaches. i will try not to bully you yea. when i feel like no one else was there for me, you actually took great care of me. i also know you wont stay too long in my life. as for now, i will treasure you as much as you are concern about me.
& to you. i know you are serious about leaving this time. although you didnt keep your words to stay by my side, to take my pain away, & you will say it's part of life. i know you tried, you said you didnt bear to at first, but you did at the end of the day. & i am hurt somehow. i guess i will never get a chance to speak & cry my heart out to someone like you any more. you know how terrible i would feel if you too dump me aside. you know i would keep more things to myself also. but it's okay, i understand. you are free. & in a blink of an eye, i realized my heart's dead. i know i am nothing after all... ★
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Monday, December 3, 2007
depressed
if i knew all these were going to happen, i wouldn't have turn up that day. what wrong have i done to deserve this shit. i thought i was happy. i was so wrong. you pulled me down the next minute. i dont know what else i can do. ★
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Sunday, December 2, 2007
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last night's barbecue was not so bad. stayed overnight and so fast time actually flies! later, with marcus & adam, we went Macdonald's to have breakfast @ whitesands. everything happened so fast that entire morning man, i got so emotional but was much better later. it was fun though, crap a lot with em. reached home at about 11am, washed up & watch some television. didnt get any sleep till now... & tomorrow there's school. martin will be around. it sucks! ):
sometimes i wonder, is sending a text message to someone so difficult? "i am lazy," he said. you'll feel so terrible you dont even know what/how to react. my heart sank. & on the other hand, i actually understand how some of my friends felt while waiting for my very slow reply. it's damn awful lah! ):
tomorrow will be a better day i hope. really hard to get him to reply as often as he did man. this is really really BAD! ): ): ): ★
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