Monday, June 2, 2008
updating. (edited)
me?
this picture's uploaded for small boy.
he says my fringe made me look emo.
work
sg flyer
gf
random
okay. i came back finally and for the fact that many people did ask me to update too.
now i am still school-less, job-less but i party a lot! hahs. a lot of nagging going on at home, a lot of fun going on out of home of course! well, getting tipsy is the best part of drinking but getting wasted is definitely the worse of the worse. plus bruises here and there.
& as some of you may know, im troubled by love again. or like he said, we were never in love. well... maybe i just needed love, not a man. or perhaps i just feel pathetically lonely and empty inside me. i am so afraid to love, afraid to commit, afraid to fall too deeply. yes, the past was past. he was right. till now, i still think love is pretty much of a big frightening word that i dare not not anyhow use during serious moments. so i wont say that i
love him. i do
like & feel for him after all. i will move on baby. (: & while typing this entry, i recalled my gf telling me one of the guys from my former school thinks that my blog is always writing about different guys. sounds true uh? hahs.. cause i only update when i am displease. yes, im really not satisfied with the result of everything!
okay.. happy stuff all right. yiling and friends going party this week along with me of course! small boy is having his holidays soon. rachael actually calls me a "siao charbo" when i ask her to ignore a guy whom she wants me to call whom we dont even know who the hell he is. ken got me a part-time at PC show. irene's CT will be over soon. ian's surgery is tomorrow? i dont know what's there to be happy about, but just happy! hahs.. (: but there's something heartbreaking! linus had a swollen face due to car accident. poor boy. hope a week's MC will cheer him up a bit. as for mel, it's hard & prolly a close chapter. whether we would ever get back or never & whatever that may happen, friends we shall be yea? loves baby. && zee's gonna bring me for a cable car ride too! cant wait..... (:
will this update do? & shane! he actually stole my charger & refused to return while he replied
"Shane. Even losers get lucky sometime. says:
noShane. Even losers get lucky sometime. says:
i picked up a free charger on the roofShane. Even losers get lucky sometime. says:
LOL!"
what an arse~ okay i have to add on because he's not please with what i wrote. well, i was the one who threw the charger out my window & it landed on the roof of some shelter. so immediately he climbed up to get it. dont ask me how, i wish i saw how he did it too. impressive right? but still! he refused to return it! lols.
&& this is very random. i have a big face. fat cheeks. fat body. up to you to accept me for who i am. yes.. you can always leave (:
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
long night, short post.
had a couple of drinks and was really tipsy by 1. i knew what i was doing & many caring friends called to show their concern. i m glad to have you people! (:
the entire night i was told how much he like me & wanna be with me. 5 came.. "it doesnt matter", "im not gonna contact her again", "i dont care anymore you know", he said. my heart aches. i forced myself to vomit for the last time. & this time round, surprisingly i could count the number of tears rolling down my cheek. pathetic i was sitting there, trying hard to comprehend his thoughts & feelings. then heart-brokenly, i was tottering towards the drive way to get a cab. he offers to send me back.
by 52oam we were sitting on the dirty ground near the car park. he pours his heart out & by 6, he walks me to my block. by 9, he's home safe & sound.
i have said what i should say. if it was years ago, i would have been overwhelmed. i m as tired as you are, babe.
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
2 days ago, yiling appeared in my dream. it's kind of strange. she was bullying me & at a point of time she even tried drowning me in a pool of water. omg. freaking scary la! hahs.. she's nice girl after all, i dont think she'll want to murder me any way. right yiling? hahs!
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Thursday, March 13, 2008
pictures pictures!
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